It's recently come to my attention that I exhibit all of the traits seen in Bipolar Disorder. This would partially explain the lack of productivity on my end, the other part being real life business. Should be getting back into things some time from now. At the moment though, just scraping through.
Cyberdevil
Hmm, not sure what traits the Bipolar Disorder. nsues, but better not look it up, lack of productivity seems kinda familiar! I believe we can change even the most ingrained parts of our personalities and minds though. Everything: possible.
Hackmusic
Looking into getting it medicated to help balance me out. In my case, it means that some days are miserable, some days are even worse, some days I'm just hyper and angry, some days I'm hyper and depressed.